Gift to The Prodigal Son's and Daughter's
History Before Time
A Large and noble family exists in a realm of understanding. This family was made up of one father and countless children. These children varied widely in behavioral qualities. They were all special in their own way. It was a happy and loving family; there was no deception, or any reason for distrust.
The father who was a very loving and wise father took the opportunity to work on many hobbies with the children. The family didn’t need money or material objects so it gave the family time to enjoy their existences. The Family had such a large number of hobbies that kept them steadily busy.
One of the family’s hobbies was the managing of a large fishbowl. Inside the fishbowl were the father’s highly treasured fish. The father took pride giving extravagant lives to these fish he had. The father allowed all his children to partake in the upkeep of his hobbies; however he claimed ownership over all he shared with his children.
The children started growing older in age, and because of this they reached a type of adolescence. The years of adolescence brought more challenging hobbies and more work for the children in maintaining the father’s hobbies. However with adolescence comes rebellion. One of the best looking children that the father had began to feel pride over his qualities, and because of this he began to cause a disturbance in the home of this family.
The young son wanted to rebel because of his downfall; pride. This young son decided to go directly to the father’s highly treasured fish. He went in front of all the children and confronted his father. He challenged how well his father could take care of the fishbowl.
The father took this opportunity to show how detrimental pride could be. So he allowed the young son to have ownership over this fishbowl. The young son got off to a bad start; he stopped feeding the fish the proper food, and didn’t change the water in this fishbowl close to as often as he should.
The fish eventually multiplied and became many. However because of the state of the fishbowl the fish were very sick. They were dying, from malnutrition and lack of oxygen in the water. The fish were anxious and lost. Eventually the young son began to disrespect the father more and more and create added rebellious attitudes among more of the children.
The father trying to be loving and kind to his family could not let the association of the rebellious children to reach the rest of them. So the father got the rebellious children to leave his gorgeous comfortable home.
Thank You Jehovah for being the merciful and gracious Master You are, I had fallen into haughtiness and You humbled me through righteousness. My pride was as a fool approaching wise men and boasting of the knowledge and insight that he claims to have. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, You have disciplined righteously, You have shown me love by redirecting my steps more accurately to Your beneficial path. I acting like an undisciplined child causing frustration to my keeper have been shown discipline. I am not in derision Jehovah, I thank You for Your loving acts of discipline. Now seeing the fault leading to discipline here I am wishing for You never to hold back from striking me with Your spiritual rod of discipline, I am sorry for my stupidity and only hope that I may bring You gladness to Your heart.
Please glorify Your Great name Jehovah, show the nation’s of the earth of Your every Awesome way! You alone are the Most High over all, and to You alone should all bow! Make manifest in Your great day of judgment the glorious kingdom You have prepared. If it better if I am not in it I will still be glad knowing You have been my guidance and savior when needed in my short time alive. Who is like You? And who is challenging You without fear? There is not one that will shame You, and not one that will succeed in bringing Your glory to It’s end!
So much thanks I have, and so much love I wish to show You! If only I weren’t this sinful and stupid one, then I would do more in the way of showing You the respect and honor You truly deserve! It makes me so joyful when I know I have kept to Your way, but here I am always acting like a drunkard in life and on my spiritual trail that You lead me on. Jehovah please go on making Your Great name known to all, and let them see Your exacting justice that is abounding in righteousness!
I feel as an ugly thing and as unpleasant company to You Jehovah…the shame of my stupidity is great even when You are concealing Your beauty in righteousness. I am sorry for the gross company I have become, I am sorry for the lack or righteousness in my ways, and I am sorry that I do not follow with accuracy the laws of Your word…I struggle with too many acts of unrighteousness than I could count, my actions are as one lame in thought.
Jehovah, I wish to make You happy and truly wish to give You glory, however always fall short of what is needed to do so. If only You see fit; help me to bring joy to Your heart because that is something in my eyes of succession as a servant to You Jehovah. You are my every hope and desire, I go looking for You everywhere I go, and I am waiting on You and calling on You by day and by night, and You are never late. When distraught You are there to hear my whims of misery and a great support when needed. You are more caring to me than all who have shown me love, You give happiness to my waking in the morning as a cause for knowing You have not left me. You bring excitement of heart in discussing Your brilliance. You are giving me peace when suffering discomfort. You are guiding with loving discipline when I have acted as a stupid one. You are as a refreshing cup of cool water in a waterless region and satisfy the desire of heart more than a meal to one with great hunger. To You Jehovah deserve Glory forever, amen.
You have redeemed the stupid one to a place of understanding. To the wise one you have given discretion. To the one having insight You have shown Yourself Great. To the pure ones You have not been discreet. To the ones having love You have put atop Your great mountain. To the ones sinning You have redeemed to a safe place. To the man of righteousness You have held nothing from him. You alone Jehovah are the Most High over all, and You are showing Yourself full of love to all of Your Glorious creation.
Blessed be the Most High and heavenly Father Jehovah who is stationed in the heaven of heavens, for he is a God exacting release out of my persecutor and after a great time of distress He has saved me from the vicious enemy, I had fallen in shame and proved to be in great pangs of distress, and I began to call on the GREAT name of Jehovah and He proceeded to cover me from the trial in which I struggled, he proceeded to show me mercy and to grant me salvation.
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This tent in which I sit, aggravated from the relentless weather, crying out for an escape back to the comfortable home in which I was raised, the only thought in mind is I worry I will tire of the never-ending discipline and strict layout of my family in which I love very deeply…however my lack thereof has caused a difficult time and has lead to this cold weather and difficult trip I have taken outside my father’s warm comfortable home. My loving father has done so well in raising me thus far, however due to my unfortunate disrespect to his clean lifestyle and loving environment I have taken a long trail outside of wisdom and have misunderstood insight itself and taken discipline itself as something detestable, rather than a blessing into the beginning of the root of existence. With every disciplinary blow I make myself more distant and further from comfort and wisdom, this treacherous person I have become has become detestable even to me, and I seem to fall further into the deepest pit of confusion.
Catch me from this great fall in which I have stumbled into! I need the discipline you gave me through loving kindness and a giving of wisdom and thinking ability in order to regain a stable existence within the shelter of your brilliance. You are the only clean thing I find left in this misunderstood viewpoint and to you I see as the only one that may bring me back to my once happy and glorified existence. In this dirt I have found myself rebellious to your righteous path in which you lead your sons to a glorified and clean path far from the dirt of this tent I have found small comfort in.
Independence is but a path only for the ones foolish at heart and without understanding. I have a great amount of memory of your comfortable home and it only tears my heart apart that I have abandoned it for this empty place of which there is very little protection from the storms that leave me cold and lonely. I begin to through humility claim my disorderly conduct as something done by one truly stupid at heart, however due to my memory I know you have not left me in complete darkness, and maybe this is but a discipline that may create a new lesson of which I must learn. This trip is not over but in order to regain happiness and solidity in thinking ability I continue to praise your discipline and thank you for the humility you have given…
Why have You left me Father…my life has left me in isolation that is filled to the brim with depression and discontent and I need You to come and save me from this reality or I fear I will perish from Your trial…I love You Jehovah…as You know…but I feel I am struggling beyond what is natural and am only praying for mercy from the sins I have committed in my youth and stupidity through the days of my life. You are the righteousness that judges and from my emotions I feel as if I have fallen very short of Your glory…Please forgive me, my heart is filled with pain and discontent, I am sore and in pain because I assume my unrighteous behavior has lead me to this struggling. Please Jehovah discipline me in Your righteous ways so that I may be aligned with Your glorious path that leads to happiness.
You are the essence of existence and because of this I know my actions have lead to this trouble and I ask for forgiveness and a wish to regain a place as one of Your small servants so that I may only bring glory to You and Your brilliant existence that is so sought after. My actions of glorifying myself have only lead to my distraught situation that is leading me to what feels like my destruction. If only You would loosen this fetter on my neck, than I would choose to give You more glory that I have in times past. You, the glorious and brilliant light as if the sunlight that gleams on me a mere ant is Your brilliance. You alone Jehovah are The Most High and You alone are showing Your great strength to those fearing You. Here I am assuming myself as a stupid one from among the nations, if only to gain Your mercy to my sin and acts of unrighteousness.
If only I could bow beneath what is able, then I could show You the respect You deserve, for You are deserving of it and are more righteous than the living can contemplate. My disrespect has shown me as a flea to Your person, or as an irritant to Your flesh. I am hoping in You Jehovah for my sin is a sin of the ones stupid of heart and my heart is as one of unrighteousness that is glorifying himself in the day and even in the dreams of sleep. Awake me please from this slumber within stupidity and show me a light that I may approach only to see what lay in front of me. I wish only to return to You that I may glorify You to only what a mortal man can.
Please Jehovah show Yourself great to the nations and prove Your prophecy true within short time for Your struggling servants are showing themselves trodden down by the nations. Forgive them of their errors for this world is a difficult place to grow. The nations have become a seed of a tree planted upon a rock base and showing unfortunate results as to growth for the lack of nutritious soil. Reap Your wheat and of the first fruits enjoy for the times are to the extremity rough, and the lacking of faith and love has reached an unfortunate climax. People are disgusted with the man of faith and with the man of true justice they are hating. Judge with Your righteous Judgment and show Yourself a merciful GOD exacting love to Your true servants within faith.
I am simply crying for justice, I have followed Your shadow with great hope that I will soon see You, my great support and help in times of need. Chaos has hunted me and my own flesh is my burden, I am ashamed of my own self in which there is no understanding. You alone are deserving of glory and to Your righteous path I follow as if it a tightrope. However I am constantly losing balance of stability and am sure a fall is in order. I cry out with pangs of distress and You are nowhere to be found…I have searched for You as a creature starving for sustenance that has lain down in its weakened state with a hopeless heart as to its very survival.
Please soon do bring my flesh to come to its completeness that is death, this struggle of life is too difficult to tolerate and I am sore within my heart and my mind has come to be in subjection to delusions of my misunderstood viewpoint of what is real. Why as a lost sheep have You my Sheppard Jehovah left me to the wolves to hunt as a sick sheep of little health, or as easy prey to the vicious and bloodthirsty ones. I am calling out for my redeemer and still nothing, I cry with intense pain of discomfort and still my keeper is nowhere to be found. I feel I have been abandoned as one unloved and feel as if an orphan without shielding of love.
Confront my attacker for he is too strong for me and I am as a gazelle that has fallen into the hunt of a mighty lion. I have been caught in its jaw and show myself weak to its power. Will you let me be consumed by the enemy of long ago? Will you allow this mighty lion to feed on my essence that is the happy life? If you have seen me in need of complete destruction than I am waiting on it with eagerness, for if Your love I have lost than destruction would be my great peace as my only wish is to make You; my Father Jehovah happy.
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